Multiple times this year I’ve felt like things couldn’t get worse and they would. Multiple times this year I’ve felt things go amazingly and I have my life figured out and finally on track, then time and time again, the most unexpected test will turn up and punch me in the face. I fully understand that this is what the growth journey entails, but frickin hell it’s exhausting! Especially with the frequency things have been happening. This post is literally to have a moan because it’s what I feel like doing right now, and tomorrow I’ll get onto sorting shit out so I can charge myself up again. Through my trauma coach and personal experience, sometimes letting shit out can take seemingly unproductive forms like watching tv or browsing, and the current person I am, has learnt to accept losing a battle sometimes and to succumb to wasting a day or two if it means I’m not moving through life feeling in mental and emotional pain. Heck, even writing this has made me feel a lot better. There isn’t really any specific point I wanted to make in this post other than today was a struggle and wasn’t easy like the last few days.