Note: This blog was written Dec 18 and I've since done a lot of personal work so I'm a little further down the path now.
A foggy mind of distractions leads me astray. It causes stress and I have no clarity. I’m a kid in a candy store let loose. I am directionless and end up moving nowhere, if not backward. I just started reading Atomic Habits again, and about 10 pages in, I already have immense clarity; clarity of thought and mind. This blog post is a reminder to me that the path is unforgiving but fair. It doesn’t give back more than what was put in. It is unbiased and only has meaning because I say it does. I’ve betrayed my aspirations and faith in the path. I’ve betrayed myself.
Here I am again picking myself up and dusting myself off.